I faced hundred of friends in my life, and all them i found some lackness of feelings, not that they have no feelings about life or about reality, all of them are very nice and helpfull to me, some of them are helped me to be a better in my life, but all of them except two, are not feel me by heart ( its my feeling, though they feel but i could not comprehend it. i found some of them connviance me, some of them saw petious to me, but i never accept to them, yes i am poor boy of needing money for all time. but i never used them, if they know it. i don't know have i any friend? my answer found nothing beside me or around me. he try to find someone or some tows but none of them touch my soul with their attitute and with their behaviour.
In ancient time, there is a proverb 'Friendship is the blood for life' and now its called 'the stair of success' i don't know what is friendship, because i never meet that kind of friends, who help me to fill that, may they are better and i am evil or i am better they are evil.
I know,studying from the holy book and litrerature that, Friend and Friends is the great part of human life, they are the helper and builder to your carrer and life both. but i neve find (in the crowd of mordern citylife)them, or not able to find them. because i have friend and they are called by others to me that they are my friends, but i never fill them in my heart, bceause they never acted as a friend.
I mean friending is not that kind of work what helpfull to daily problem, i always try to be free form this kind of friendship, because helping is a part of sympethis and petious. but i always try to grow my attention to myself. yes i am a poor boy, i have not a lot of money to spend for myself, but i have the personality, which i made by own feelings and decision.
to be continue.................................